sophai

feels like i can post on here since nobody will be able to see it my last place where no one i really know i have this site. well today i accidentally broke my car window shield i don't know how i did but i did it . there was a bee on the floor in her car and was about to come right at me so i ran out and she told me omg u broke my window i was like omg what the fuck i really don't know how i did it i know i didn't hit my head on it cause i would of felt it hit my head. i feel so bad i don't know what to do i know i have to pay back but i dont even have any money and i don't wanna tell my mom cause she would be so fucking pissed at me and she already spent enough stuff on me. i really don't know what to do i don't have a job right now i'm in the process of looking for one and i will for sure pay her back i want to pay it with my own money since it's my fault for doing this. i feel like cryig cause i never been in this situation and since it's my best friend car i really don't know what to do . i feel so sad depress i just ugh i don't know what to do in this situation i really don't want her to be mad but i mean who wouldn't if you had a crack on your car window shield. i really don't even know who else to talk to . i just want to cry i just want to know how it happened if it wasn't for that damn bee i wouldn't be in this situation right now i just want to cry my heart out i feel like a bad person