Haven't blog in Long time. It's summer nothing much to do . Tried everything we could possibly think of . I Basically done everything i could do in Raleigh ... I'm going crazy about the schoool , because i definately do not want to attend Southeast Raleigh ! they start schoool too freakin sooooooon ! uqh so i'ma do whatever i can to freakin chanqe schoool! uqh raleiqh sucks lol . hmm whats so good about GUCCI MANE ? he's like the worst rapper ever.! with his dark and black chapped lips ! lol ... blah i thouqht i moved on , but i didn't which sucksz i still can't believe i still like him . I wanna stop , but i can't ...

weeeee ;] i'm getting my big bang cd & poster ! so happy ! ive wanted this for the lonqest time ... MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 2 WEEEKS ! i'm finally going to turn 16 lol , still kinda young cuz i have friends older than me haha . but yea still planning on what to do bkus i really wanted a party but nooo can't =/ too much money ... maybe next year when my uncle gets out of jail ;] by anywhoooo .... sprinq break is over it was pretty much lame , didnt do shit ... Yesterday WAS LAOS & CAMBODIAN NEW YEARS ;] the temple suck , the one in raleigh nooo teeens qo cuz raleiqh sucks . i really wanna go to the one in high point this weekend it will be soooo fun , but i doubt it .. laos new years party this weekend as well i kno im going to that oneeee. but idk whos going yet only a fewww people ... uqh schoools sucks hate lunch bkus of the buk kao ,.... blahhhh ;]

Hate school ! hate most of the people as well. stupid quy trynaa start shit w/ me thinkinq he knows who i am ? he says He know mad shit about asians , laos people. first of all no you don't . you definately don't know our culture and shit . and your canadian ass , thinkinq you know everything when you dont . thinkinq i need attention for arguing with you? uhm no i dont even want the attention im juss trying to prove my damn point . how you going to tell someone whos laos what they do and what they dont when they obviously live with , is , been around laos people ? man blah don't even start ... anyways we have make up days for snow on our sprinq break ! im definately not going. skippinq i dont care what anyone says im not going . I'm so happy i qet to move to a new school next year ! cuz i can't take this school any lonqer ... ;]

It's beeen since last week since i wrote in here ... finally got my internet backk. last week was probably the WORST WEEEEEEEK EVER ! finally its over . this week has been pretty good . Ive been in a good mOODDDD! ive been talkinq to this personn ;] which makes me happy. ugh i hate the weather ! i hate summer/spring ANYTHING DEALING WITH HEAT/HOTNESS ! lol. i love winter ! haha but thank qoodness tommrow is going to be mad cold again ! hahaha... winter isnt quite over haha .... the weather has a bipolar. just because its been hot for few days everyone is going crazy wit the whole shorts shorts skirts ,etc. watch dem wear all dis when its going to be cold again lol

so right now im on my phone writing on here bkus my fuckin internet doesnt work and yeaaa.. man idk whats the fuck is wrong with today. i'm like so angry but idk why. have you guys ever felt this way? like im bout to spaz out i hada hold it in da whole day today and on da bus i juss freakin blast my music so dam loud dat dese ppl started talkin shit about the music i was listenin to its juss trance/technooo aink nothin wrong wit da lame asss rap singers dat u listen to is shit to my damn ear. stupid ass ppl stfu cann u guys not say shit damn and i hada hold it bkus i would gone fuckin1 crazyyyyyyyy! when im angry i go crazy and ppl at sku never seeen me angry beforeeee! ive always try 2 stay calm but i dun think i can anymoreee! i dun kno why im soooo angry its juss killling me deeep inside . i mean some fuckin random persom hit me wit a snow 2day but i dun think dat is wat made me angry. i was bout 2 flip out though ughhhhh ahhh yahhh. i neeeeda relaxxxx! i went to da gym to get things out of my mind... it helped a lil but not enough.somethings wrong and i dun noe it. i cant think of any reason dat i could be... i feel like busting in tears ahh yahh...make me smile someone ;] i need some gooood lauqh in my llifeee... "he" made me smile tho :) he always do but i neeeda feel dat happpinesss again grrrr

Laos Pride ! Oh and Cambodian Pride ! lmfaoo... how come people down here don't have so much pride in there nationallity ? Idk about anyone else but i love what i am lol. its not like everyday you find a laos or a cambodian person in Raleigh ;] ! haha . anyways i gotta learn how TO DRIVE TOMMROW ! at school , im so scaredd blah i've never like ster a wheeel before ! haha maybe in a game at adventure landing but other than that uh OMFG haha. AND i have to wake up at 12 ! 12-4 ahhh yahhh too early for me lmfaoo if i cant wake up by 2 what makes you think i can wake up at 12 ! lol . i really wanna know whos my partner .. i hope its a cool person lol , most likely a freshmen thooo ... blahh . Hmmm after drivin hanqin w/ linda , meqan , etc ;] hopefully good day. I WANT MY BUMPITS OR ALSO KNOWN AS A HAIR HAPPIE ! lol ;]

wow havent updated in awhile ! lol . Well finally got over _____ ;] I try not to think about him anymore or see him haha , but it's not like i have anyways . finally find someone else SOPHAI MUK BUK DUM =0 ohh yahh havent muk a buk dum in a lonq ass time lol. today is hella fuckin confusinq . i don't know whats going on with this whole trusting shit at school. so i'ma let it be and not bring anything up in schoool even tho i dont kno what to think anymore lol . Stupid freshmen trying to start shit haha , its funny cuz they really Dont know who i am ! they only seen me at lunch. i didnt see __________ ! haha =/ hmm ima keep quiet at school like ive always beeen . i have no need to say anything in schoool. Hmmm didn't fuckin excersie today GRRR! i need to loose madd weight . enough by my birthday and by next year ALOT OF WEIGHT lol. MOM was talkinq how we might go to Cali next year ;] wow that's pretty excting . LONG BEACH ;] haha . The last time i went was when i was 14 turnin 15 lol and By the time I DO go there ima be 17! wow , neeeda chanqe by then lol i have tons of time . time goes really fast so who knows ! ;] Lots of things have beeen going on lately ...........

i hate school..it's so lame. what i hate the most when 'you didn't mean to bump into someone and they get fukcin madd" stupid lil fuckinq freshmen ugh soo fkcin stupid. i hate it why the hell u still gonna go get mad after i say sorry ? juss tryna cause some fkcin problem. ITS NOT LIKE EVERY FUCKIN DAY WHEN SOMEONE ACCIDENTLY BUMPED INTO YOU AND SAY SORRY . plus u aink all dat anyway .
fuckin stupid asssss get over it
stop tryna cause shiet ugly motherfkcer. ;]

Is it me or that it kills me when a guy comes up to u sayin "WHATS GOOD MA" or "WHATS POPPPIN MAAA" , hmm what else CAN I GET YOU NUMBAAAA or what even kills me the most is "WHERE YOU BOYFRIEND" uhm HES LOCKED UP NIGGA WHERE U THINK? but nawww, why you want to know though? and your prob like WAYYYYYYYY OLDER THAN ME! it's funny bkus that's the only line they got and they obviously think they can pick up girls .. maybe other girls but most definately not me. whatever happen to those corniest pick up line? idk why but if some guy ever had the guts to say that i sure would love to talk to them. there has to be SOME GUYS out there who still says that.
but what am i really supppose to say when someone says WHATS POPPPIN ? nothing much juss chillin what about you? lol i was never prepare for that question lmfao. when some guy do approach me with that all i can do is lauqh and walk away.NIGGA YOU FUCKIN ZIT IS WHATS POPPIN .. fuckinq shiett.what happen too ..."did you fart because you BLEWWWW me away" lol . the reason i like it bkus its funny! it makes me laugh...haha but yea

New semester started yesterday .. anddd I HATE ALL MY FREAKIN CLASSES! IT MAKES SOO FREAKIN DEPRESSED! blah. there is no interesting people. I WANTED TO MEET NEW PEOPLE!
no one talks in my class esp in my french so I HADA SPICE UP THE ROOM . it makes me madd i always have noone interesting in my classes grrr.butt yea i gotta really focus this semester i am not doing that good like i should be! hmmm the weekend is comin by pretty fast. MELISSAS PARTY? haha. Hmm what else to do this weekend . i so wanna watch bloody valentine but we need a 21 year old! whatdafukc shiet hahaha .
i need some new clothes asap and i needa keep workinq out grrrrr. I GOTTA DO MY RESOLUTION THIS YEAR.! man i need a hair cut and i needa do something with my fuckinq banqsz its fuckin killin me! grr

It's Such a beautiful day ! IT SNOWED ! hahaha havent snow since like ?? iono i was a lil kidd haha. Haha juss walked around the neighborhood and stuff , such a great day. Finally highlighted my hair to BLONDE =0 i look so WEIRD ! haha but i'll fix it up to make it look nice , about to highlight red maybe? my aunt is doing it anyways lol. I PASSED MY ALGEBRA EXAM! hah woot makes me happy . 3 more exams to go . Didn't go school today and not tommrow =/ snow days , blah now we gotta make these days up! uh and we havent finish our exams.. mann im soo excited for the new semester! im jus readyy lol.

ughhh OMFG , EXAM this week startinq fridayyy blahh i needa freakinq studyy! like REALLLY STUDY . Esp for Alg&Bio damn this is a killer hhahaha. I can't wait till next semester i could meet new people ;] ! wee haha finalllyy lol. LISAS BDAY THIS WEEEKEND , i love you my african queen hehe. This week is planned out finallly. no school monday hmm what to do. this and next week is going to be a busyyy week.atleast we come hoome 11.i loveee my baby carson.my little cousin soo freakinq cutee hehe .

Just one more day of school. this week has gone pretty fast.next week EXAMS START ! uqh im sorry but algebra so fukcin hard i dun understand why i am not good in it. ugh i needa past. i cannot fail again ! it makes me feel bad about myself. i needa focus and do good in school , need to go to colleqe lol.ugh wdf why am i cravin for some JUICY BURGERS , SOMETHING REALLLLY SWEET , and DUCK lol what the hell haha. BIG BANG is not havinq a concert , what a lie lol.there going to be in L.A hopefully JUSS HOPEFULLY i MIGHT get to go back to Cali this summer lol lots of things i needa do down there that i couldnt do in 4 days lol.Hmmm so i wonder if there's white castle in nc , raleigh lol. i would love to go lol. but other than that idk what else to this weeekendd.

school was schoool.tierd like always.It was a interesting day , havinq conversations with people in class lol ;] didn't even go to sleep like freakinq 1ish or who knows what. Just lyinq in bed thinkinq about sooo much things and yet im still even thinkinq about it blahhh LIFE as we all know it. im CRAVINNNN for some new shoes hehe ;] Jordans 5 . everyone is all hook on wearinq dunks lately WHAT HAPPEN TO WEARING JORDANS? lol time to brinq it all back haha . I dun really like to qo with the stylee everyone wears. Once everyone wear the new thinqsz i like to go back and wear the old stuff . Im watchinq this movie called "FAKIN DA FUNK" it's a very good movie lol a old movie from 1997 but its still good about a black family adoptinq a asian child YOU SHOULD DEF WATCH IT :]

school =/

Ugh time to go back to school. Now it's time to plan lots of outfit blahh i hate it lol. I gotta focus really hard now bkus lately i am not doing to good to school.Ya knowww i hate trying to find outfits for school sometimes i juss wanna wear ugly clothes but like yea. I dont care of what people think of how i dress but for some reason i juss can't help it coming to schoool not wearing sweats lol.Anyways lately ive been askinq my aunt for BIG BANG CONCERT TICKETS lmfao.cuz i heard there going to do a concert in NEW YORK ! I would so love to go and i needa find out more information about it bkus my aunts are takinq it for consideration haha ;] . It could be my 16 BIRTHDAY PRESENT lol ;] . Welp ... time to put some things up for school tommrow .. =/ time too look for outfits ..

OH I LOVE TAEYANG AND TOP.
well i love all of them lol