It's beeen since last week since i wrote in here ... finally got my internet backk. last week was probably the WORST WEEEEEEEK EVER ! finally its over . this week has been pretty good . Ive been in a good mOODDDD! ive been talkinq to this personn ;] which makes me happy. ugh i hate the weather ! i hate summer/spring ANYTHING DEALING WITH HEAT/HOTNESS ! lol. i love winter ! haha but thank qoodness tommrow is going to be mad cold again ! hahaha... winter isnt quite over haha .... the weather has a bipolar. just because its been hot for few days everyone is going crazy wit the whole shorts shorts skirts ,etc. watch dem wear all dis when its going to be cold again lol

so right now im on my phone writing on here bkus my fuckin internet doesnt work and yeaaa.. man idk whats the fuck is wrong with today. i'm like so angry but idk why. have you guys ever felt this way? like im bout to spaz out i hada hold it in da whole day today and on da bus i juss freakin blast my music so dam loud dat dese ppl started talkin shit about the music i was listenin to its juss trance/technooo aink nothin wrong wit da lame asss rap singers dat u listen to is shit to my damn ear. stupid ass ppl stfu cann u guys not say shit damn and i hada hold it bkus i would gone fuckin1 crazyyyyyyyy! when im angry i go crazy and ppl at sku never seeen me angry beforeeee! ive always try 2 stay calm but i dun think i can anymoreee! i dun kno why im soooo angry its juss killling me deeep inside . i mean some fuckin random persom hit me wit a snow 2day but i dun think dat is wat made me angry. i was bout 2 flip out though ughhhhh ahhh yahhh. i neeeeda relaxxxx! i went to da gym to get things out of my mind... it helped a lil but not enough.somethings wrong and i dun noe it. i cant think of any reason dat i could be... i feel like busting in tears ahh yahh...make me smile someone ;] i need some gooood lauqh in my llifeee... "he" made me smile tho :) he always do but i neeeda feel dat happpinesss again grrrr